Full of lots of love and happiness. People came together just for me and I love that! I realized just how loved I am and that maybe things just need to be this way right now, and that’s okay.
Learned about labyrinths. That was really cool. There is one not to far from where I live that I can meditate in.
We painted and my painting turned out okay. It was fun and not even an issue to me that we were in a bar, mainly because it was a studio that served drinks not a bar that offered painting.
Talked about what’s been going on with my people and boy, did I need that. I miss my Thursday nights dearly. This is the longest I’ve gone without some kind of weekly meeting; I don’t like the CR at my church. But, I didn’t like CoDA at first either so who knows.
Honestly, I sincerely have my therapist from university to thank me for that. I didn’t realize it at the time but he was continuing his service in his program that way. I frequently wonder if he thinks of me/wonders how I’m doing. Would he be proud of me? Would he be surprised at what happened with my family?
I’ve been writing in a little journal I keep in my purse. I respond/reflect to the recovery meditations of the day. I also wrote prayers in them. I’m hoping I can make it to the next steps in recovery this way.
At any given moment you have the power to say “This is NOT how the story’s going to end.”Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Today I enter a new decade in my life.
I’m starting this decade free. Free of…
- a break up
- abusive people in my life
I’m starting this decade in an abundance of…
- good health